Back in 1994 long before my Brain Injury, Covid and The Barn, I had this dream.
I was in a hospital bed, in an empty lot, in the ghetto. The bed rails were raised and I was asleep. As I awoke, I noticed IV's had been inserted into my arms. I remember saying, "what the hell is this? What is going on?" I began pulling the IV's out and started climbing out of the bed. and then a booming voice spoke to me "stay put," he said ,"I am going to read to you."
Then a 12' angelic being glided across the lot. She came to my bedside and opened a huge ( llike 3' square ) book which was titled The Book of Answers. "Wow" I remember saying to myself in my dream. "The Book of Answers", this is going to be awesome. Then I woke up.
I was in a hospital bed, in an empty lot, in the ghetto. The bed rails were raised and I was asleep. As I awoke, I noticed IV's had been inserted into my arms. I remember saying, "what the hell is this? What is going on?" I began pulling the IV's out and started climbing out of the bed. and then a booming voice spoke to me "stay put," he said ,"I am going to read to you."
Then a 12' angelic being glided across the lot. She came to my bedside and opened a huge ( llike 3' square ) book which was titled The Book of Answers. "Wow" I remember saying to myself in my dream. "The Book of Answers", this is going to be awesome. Then I woke up.
Remember I had this dream 26 years before government mandated lockdowns and 22 years prior to my own brain surgery. The first part of the dream was easy to interpret. I was being medically assaulted with poison drugs while I lay sleeping and unaware.
The second part of the dream is a little more complicated. IMO I was being told by source that my future book of answers had not yet been written. It would be up to me to write this book when the time was right. Well it isn't a book nut this website has been a calling
Before I begin the 2024 my Book of Answers let me spend a bit of time explaining how I got here. I am doing this not for your sympathy or to brag, but to illustrate just how miraculous was my recovery and to demonstrate just how advanced a species we are.
The second part of the dream is a little more complicated. IMO I was being told by source that my future book of answers had not yet been written. It would be up to me to write this book when the time was right. Well it isn't a book nut this website has been a calling
Before I begin the 2024 my Book of Answers let me spend a bit of time explaining how I got here. I am doing this not for your sympathy or to brag, but to illustrate just how miraculous was my recovery and to demonstrate just how advanced a species we are.
My physical ordeals were so horrific that I am embarrassed to recant them. It all started in 1994 with a toothache. What I thought was teeth pain was actually an inflamed trigeminal nerve, a condition know as Trigeminal Neuralgia. TN is described by The American Association of Neurological Surgeons (AANS) as "the most excruciating pain known to humanity."
I suffered with TN for almost 2 years before it was discovered that an AVM (arteriovenal malformation) in my head was placing pressure on my trigeminal nerve which was radiating pressure into my jaw. It required 4 embolization's and 8 hours of brain surgery to repair and all this work left its mark.
Following my brain surgery I was a mess. my balance required a cane and my double vision required an eyepatch. I frequently lost my balance. My gag reflex was damaged and drinking of thin liquids was not allowed. My speech production was seriously impaired. Anything beyond a ghostly whisper was almost impossible to produce and all speech came to me like a record on a slow speed and was often accompanied with this low pitched groan. My mind was so scrambled that I could not balance two checks in my checkbook. I could not walk, talk, listen, drink, or think, otherwise I was fine :-)
I suffered with TN for almost 2 years before it was discovered that an AVM (arteriovenal malformation) in my head was placing pressure on my trigeminal nerve which was radiating pressure into my jaw. It required 4 embolization's and 8 hours of brain surgery to repair and all this work left its mark.
Following my brain surgery I was a mess. my balance required a cane and my double vision required an eyepatch. I frequently lost my balance. My gag reflex was damaged and drinking of thin liquids was not allowed. My speech production was seriously impaired. Anything beyond a ghostly whisper was almost impossible to produce and all speech came to me like a record on a slow speed and was often accompanied with this low pitched groan. My mind was so scrambled that I could not balance two checks in my checkbook. I could not walk, talk, listen, drink, or think, otherwise I was fine :-)
I was diagnosed as serious brain injured. After 1 month in rehab I was discharged with much of the same symptoms that I had gone in with and sent home. These were very dark moments, yet even then, when most felt it was hopeless, I knew that I would be OK. Not the same, but OK. It has taken several years and the help of several loving people, but I am back.. Not as who I used to be, but as who I am now and who I am constantly becoming and evolving into. I am now 74 and although I have lost most of my teeth, and some memory, I am still gaining wisdom every day. I am still growing.
My healings have been amazing, if not miraculous. I have created videos, film and websites based on skills that I never had prior to this injury. There is no way I could have completed over 70 videos, 3 films, 4 websites, founded the Brain Injury Association of Vermont and the Awareness Initiative without some Divine Intervention.
My most noteworthy video productions were; deceptions which is a story of 9/11, Bush and Obama corruption. It can still be seen on Documentary Heaven, The King of Deceptions is another production I did that details several of the Obama Lies and The Invisible Threat which describes cell phone/5G radiation deceptions).c My full YouTube Channel can be viewed here. As you can imagine, many are quite basic but there are a few gems in there. My passion to teach myself video and share this info with those that wanted to i see, contributed to my healing.
My story is very relevant to our current times. I too was told I would be fine. Covid is a monstruous scam being told to us by just about every official that we that we thought we could trust. Everything we have been told for decades is a lie. Slavery is freedom, "you will have nothing and be happy." "the vaccine is safe." "You must isolate." The world has been flipped upside down by evil, tyrannical and often demonic forces.
My most noteworthy video productions were; deceptions which is a story of 9/11, Bush and Obama corruption. It can still be seen on Documentary Heaven, The King of Deceptions is another production I did that details several of the Obama Lies and The Invisible Threat which describes cell phone/5G radiation deceptions).c My full YouTube Channel can be viewed here. As you can imagine, many are quite basic but there are a few gems in there. My passion to teach myself video and share this info with those that wanted to i see, contributed to my healing.
My story is very relevant to our current times. I too was told I would be fine. Covid is a monstruous scam being told to us by just about every official that we that we thought we could trust. Everything we have been told for decades is a lie. Slavery is freedom, "you will have nothing and be happy." "the vaccine is safe." "You must isolate." The world has been flipped upside down by evil, tyrannical and often demonic forces.
But nothing is hopeless. I am living proof. of that.
Humanity is now waking up from decades of deception and spiritual attack on our souls. I am attempting to shine some light into this giant man/cave of darkness. Before the canary stops breathing, we must strike back. This corporate and demonic government, this death cult, has been feeding off our life force energy, while systemically poisoning the air we breath, the water we drink, our soil and the food we eat. Shine baby shine.
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or by calling 802 279-7508